Hi. Sorry you’re going through this. I lost my partner of 16 years due to alcohol dependence 5 weeks ago. My partner was never ready to change despite acknowledging a problem. I used to feel angry and think she didn’t love me anymore due to the addiction. I have worked hard to let go of my anger about the situation as despite her only dying 5 weeks ago I have been grieving the person I lost 3 years ago due to addiction. All I ever wanted was for her to try and even in relapse it would have seen a shift in the right direction. I would urge you to talk to your partner honestly and then I’m sure they will help you. I’m sure they will also feel happy you’re trying. When you’re struggling try and think of all the things/people you love and how they would feel if you weren’t here anymore. Even at our lowest when we think noone cares they do they just feel helpless. Good luck and be strong. You’ve cracked it once and can do it again. X
