hi alex, reading this its like im talking back to myself, i feel the exact same, and im also in the exact same scenario! i love on my own too and get no help off anyone, my daughters only 2 so im sort of getting away with it, she wont know any different. im praying all this is the withdrawals and nothing more. its the only think i can pin point it on but i was getting better and now feel worse on day 15
