Yes it’s definitely a living nightmare! and everyone says I’m strong but I feel weak putting up with it and not being able to walk away ???? I’ve been to the doctors today finally but there us a 12 month waiting list for counselling and my hubby has agreed to marriage counselling but again waiting list is so long unless you go private, I think I’m just going to take a big step back and try do deal with my own emotions, he’s in recovery which is also important so we just need to find a balance, he’s at a convention this weekend so that’s sending me under a little as the trust has gone but he’s reassured me that’s what he’s doing so I can’t only try and trust he’s telling me the truth, this is just awful I just want it to all go away, i think it’s good that your having your space away from each other it might make him realise what he’s actually got, but must be really hard for you, I truly Hope all works out for you. Take care xx
