You can vent anytime, it’s nice to know your not alone.
They say time is a healer but when your constantly getting let down time and time again I think that’s when you have to make that horrible choice to walk away, we’re only human and can only take so much, we also deserve happiness, we’re going to struggle either way if we stay or go but by going you can only get better.
I’m like you, I really don’t want it to come to that but the pain I’m living now, I don’t want to ever feel again, going through the addiction with him and his paranoia and psychosis was horrendous but this now with the affair 5 years ago is on another level of pain, I keep thinking it can’t get any worse but scared to say that incase there is something else, I just want to fast forward a bit.
Keep in touch as it’s definitely helping me to vent
Xxx