Ohh Ns,Wynter is very right unfortunately. This is going to be hell through the first week,but it WILL get better.
Keep going you got this,day 4 already! Please,keep telling yourself this is only temporary.It will ease,you are at your most vulnerable atm.
I was told to think of it as, whats 4-6 weeks when you got the rest of your and your families life infront of you.It WILL go honestly.Hour at a time if needed. I even looked up and asked for strength in my first week(am so not religious at all) but i didnt know what else to do,i felt soo helpless an lonely.It got me through somehow,do not know how,i think something just took my mind off it or something happened that before i knew it,it was 6 o clock and that told me another day done.
You only have to read the thread,that so many people have come out the otherside,albeit very hard they have.
Stay strong,you got this!
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