He quit using the coke about 35 years ago. Knowing what I know now, I should have run for my life. It seems like he was having a mental breakdown on that stuff. He slowly came back to me after he quit using. Back to the person that I knew, the person that I love. Sometimes all of it really upsets me. Still. I need to move past it – for myself. Recently I have started a list of all the things that I am mad about. I haven’t shared it with anyone. Not sure that I will. This list is helping me. Helping me/us move on.
