I really feel for you. I bet you’re a good person in a bad very bad situation. No one chooses to be an addict. If you have access to money and really want to get off, talk to a rehab provider. Do your research, because some are better than others. You can do this but you need to reach out for help. I don’t know where you live, but just talking to your local NA or Smart Recovery is a good place to start. Also on Reddit there are very supportive forums where people struggling with addiction help each other. Talk to others about their experience with rehabs and support services. Good luck, you can do this x
