Hi kulstar
thank you. I’m just so sad at the moment and I know I have to0 pick myself up and get on with my life, as paw has said I need to look after me which I’m going to try and do. I just feel so helpless. He says he wants to be the man I fell in love with, I just want a normal relationship where we can go out together without any drama. Where he is not unwell and needs to leave, where he stays awake and asks how my day has been and puts the kettle on for me and listens to me. Where Im Not to walking on eggshells and being alone every night. When does that begin, how long does it take someone who knows that the stuff is poisonous and creates a monster to stop and wake up to how he is behaving. You say he has to have catalyst. I thought this was when I left, he had his ‘so called wake up call’ I must be so naive and stupid to put up with this.
sorry for rambling on.
thank you for all your help and advice.
keep in touch
navy xx