Hi Tattoogirl
I’m sorry you are going through this. I can relate to this, my ex was a drinker when we met & then 7 months into the relationship he told me he also smoked crack. I’ve had sleepless nights, can’t eat, depressed & anxious. 2 months ago I threw him out. We still remained friends & I told him if he got clean & off the drink I would consider giving him one last chance.
He went to.live in a ymca, supposedly changing & getting himself sorted. He’s done nothing to change, lies, is moody when he’s coming off the crack. He always turns the blame onto me, why he drinks & does drugs.
I’ve now cut all ties with him. It’s hard & I feel sad & really low but in my heart I know I’ve done the right thing. You need to think about yourself & well being. Please stay strong & you will get through this