Hi Tattoogirl,
<p style=”text-align: left;”>First of all, I am so sorry you are going through this. About maybe 2 weeks ago I was going through the same as you.</p>
What I can advise you for now is to try to take time for yourself, take care of yourself how you’d treated him. Take a step back and breath a little. I can imagine these 2 years have been really hard for you, so please, take good care of yourself, you deserve that.
I also said things like “maybe we shouldn’t be together” to him while being in the heat of the moment and see if he will care, he gone totally insane that night, went on a binge and even did some questionable things to sabotage our relationship.
I am sure he cares and loves you dearly, but the drugs is his “main” focus now, which isn’t fair to you. That’s why you need to focus on yourself right now. My boyfriend is going into rehab in August and while he’s in there for some weeks I suggested to not speak for that period of time so he can fully focus on his time there.
I wish you the best and please talk to us on here, we are always here for you! <3