Nikki I am with you. My son has been an addict for over 10 years now. Crack and Ketamin. He has ruined my life along with his and I now dread every single day. He has turned into an intimidating nasty evil bullying monster and I am desperate to get away from him. Many of his friends are dead and he is deteriorating at an alarming rate.
Last year I had hope. He was going to the meetings and seemed to want to stop and he did stop for a few months but has been on one massive binge since December. Now 8 months later he is the worst he has ever been.
I just wait now