Hey. Well done you on reaching out that seriously is a first step.
We all wish there was a magic wand to wave away the pain and damage drugs do don’t we? Truth is you have to find your own reason and make that the root of how you stop.
Just stopping on your own after such heavy usage isn’t an option because it’s actually dangerous. You need help and if you are lucky enough to be able to afford to check in to a long rehab that’s the way forward for sure.
Drug taking alters our personalities, the way our brains are made up. So becoming the new you once you have decided to do this, takes planning and support.
Be reassured that if you get through this, life is definitely worth living and you will get more natural highs in life than you’ll ever get from short lived crack.
It’s down to you to be committed to plan and make those changes looking forward to what life can bring. Right now, you are alive , and that my friend is a huge bonus. You’ve had a wake up call and only you can choose your path. Start with your doctors and be brutally honest.
The journey won’t be an easy one, but you can do it if you are determined and get the right help.
Very good luck and I hope you will be one of those coming back here in time to say how you achieved the biggest and best change of your life. Well done you took the first steps today.