[Anonymous]

Hi everyone, thank you for your support and for making me feel like my thoughts and feelings are valid! I think you are all completely right and I feel there is very much still an element of not wanting to relinquish control just incase. Also I do not think he has fully accepted what he has done to out marriage/ family and expects as he has stopped again now for 3 days, I should just trust him.
He is doing everything else I have asked, going to his first group tonight, re starting counselling, changing his lifestyle. Thank you for giving me the strength to stand my ground with this.