[worriedsister]

It is soul destroying because of yours is like mine without these poxy drugs he is a good good man with a heart of gold. He’s destroying himself but also dragged us down with him.
my ex has been gone a month and I miss him we talk and I’m completely torn between my head and my heart.
I said I would go and visit him next week to see where he’s at and if he realises how shit his life is without us.
mine holds down a job it’s once a weekend but also drinking too heavily.
if he doesn’t want to change then I can’t and won’t have him back.
I will be there as a friend but that’s it.
my heart is broken but I have to protect my child from seeing the states he gets in.

drugs are the absolute worst destroys everything and everyone