Thank you so much for your kind words, I am so up and so down since he left. I think I have some form of ptsd from all of what he’s put me through, it’s like climbing a ladder… seeing the top and then being kicked back down to the bottom again.
But I do feel more relaxed without him here, the house is organised and my children are being so much more helpful. My daughter actually said ‘It’s not even any different now that daddy’s left, I never really see him anyway. And there’s no arguing’ it broke me a little to hear.. cause she’s right! She’s 9 and understands it so much better than me already.
I don’t think I can go back this time, too much has happened and I’m at the point of having a mental breakdown.
im so happy to hear about your husband being in a good place 🙂 how are you now? Are you building on yourself? Just need to hear there’s life afterwards!!
im going to a meeting tomorrow for support.. it’s called al anon (I think) scary times!! Xx