Hey Bella,
I’m sorry to read this sweets . It’s so so hard it really is .
I’m not saying yours will end the same as mine , but I had no choice but to leave my OH , I couldn’t cope with him any longer . I watch him from afar now living alone and using , every time we have contact I wonder which Jekyll and Hyde it will be that day .
I know it’s an everyday struggle but you are so strong sticking by him – you all are . I wish I could have done the same but there’s no end in sight to mine even trying to stop. I’ve had to accept it’s time for me and the kids to move on and make our own life , I include him with the kids as much as I can safely , but he still taking risks. Sending love and hugs xx
