HI all
sorry I’ve had IT issues and couldn’t log in.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>I desperately want my husband to give this awful drug up. Im now on my third attempt of trying and him saying yes. Only This time I’m not convinced and he can tell, I’m not sleeping, I’m eating poorly and gaining weight! Which is making me very unhappy. I have headaches and nightmares.</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>he has sent me the link to recovery and help for myself to understand.</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>However he acted very strange today he drunk a lot of alcohol very quickly before going out. he was loud and obnoxious and kept trying to have an argument with me. Im too tired for that.
im lying here trying to figure out what to do.</p>
I don’t think my happy ever after will ever come. ???? I don’t want to feel like this. I want to wake up and forgot the past and move into the future how do I do that?
do I need help? Do I need anti-depressants to get me through this? I feel so low
take care all
love navy xx