Hi purple star,
Sorry you have been through this too 🙁 you sound like a very strong lady!
He has been clean for 3 weeks now so very early days again. He managed 3 months before. We havnt had the staying out, he tends to do it when we are in bed and he is gaming, then he’s up all night and sleeps all day and can be moody. He’s so clever at hiding it, but I think I need to start listening to my gut more. I found out he’s got himself into an awful lot of debt, so like you sinking us financially. I went to stay with my parents for a week for some much needed head space and have returned feeling much better. I am trying to just take it a day at a time and I am prepared to leave again should I need to because I also can’t do it anymore. Even if he was successful in beating it, I’m not sure how you even begin to repair the damage caused. It’s so hard not knowing if the rug could be pulled from under you at any time.
Take care xx