Hi access, am too in alcohol recovery.14.5 years,3 years since last fall! i battled that on my own.
If you go back in the thread,both me an Wynter started to listen to music again an had tears for our troubles. All those emotions we buried come to the surface now.Unfortunatly.
Similar to when i stopped drinking,blinkers are off as it were.
A whole new life is ahead of us without the pills.
I still find it scary, but think that is my anxiety playing up.
Stay strong Access.
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