Hi Lola and Kittycat and MarkyMark and summerwinds and blackwarrior and anyone else.
I’m into the sixth week and when you read this I am saying it with trepidation because yedterday and todsy I felt like this was the beginning of something ‘better’ and dare I say it ‘special’ for all my pain and waking up and reading posts about stomach aches and anxiety and will this end and when? Remembering how bad i felt after day 18 etc and most importantly getting positive feedback from MarkyMark and Kittycat thank you SO much you carried me I really think you did xx
The reason is …. today I woke up to the alarm no pains a little bit of anexity but nothing I could tell myself to leave me alone.
Should I write this, I am actually thinking to myself, but please understand this is for the newbies the people who come onto this site to gain hope or gain knowledge it can be done it’s a tough and horrible journey you need to message and talk and BELIEVE …. I believed not only in you guys but myself and I am in a far better place.
I know you are thinking slow down, I get it, but JUST having these 2 days has been so special and so encouraging for me to carry on.
I love you guys whoever you are and thanks.
The journey carries on BUT its getting better and better
access xxx