Hi there,
Just checking in on everybody I’m not feeling great to be honest ???? BUT not giving up just reached the 6 week mark and whilst inside I feel very positive my body is not agreeing to move forward but I am my late 60s.
40 years of these damn tablets day in day out I keep telling myself so what did I expect?
Don’t give up people because it is better, much much better but I can only describe as having a best friend who you loved but they’ve been deceiving you all along, someone who made you feel good about yourself and now you realise this person needs to go completely, I can only describe it as a kind of grief. I wish I’d never met them and I now hate them and this is how I deal with it.
It’s still a rollercoaster for me but there are more ups than downs, the nights and sleep are amazing I dream so vivid.
Please please stay strong each of us is in a battle and we must win it.
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