Hi LoveB4Drugs
i appreciate the reply and it was helpful. My husband has now been gone since Friday out running around and doing god knows what. He left me here high and dry knowing rent was due etc and I have no way to pay it considering he was the main person that made the money. I have no one here for any help and I have checked in with all resources and there’s nothing. I can’t be homeless with 4 children. How does someone do this to their family?? This isn’t my first rodeo with him either it just keeps going on and on. Like when does it stop? I have tried so hard and I’m the end I’m the bad guy. He has his own friends believing it’s me and all my fault. His sober friends that aren’t even using things believe him and talk crap to me etc saying I always have to have tabs on him and controlling him etc. because we have the life 360 app. Like how is someone suppose to trust anyone that has lost the trust if they don’t know what they are doing cause they have lied so much about their where about? I’m in my bed and just so fucked up and confused and don’t know how I’m going to do this consider he left me with everything and I have no help. Going through this makes me feel as I have failed as a wife even though I know I haven’t. I do good by him and try so hard for him but it’s never enough. What gives? I’m so heart broken and my mental health also is down the drain.