Hi lozzy80
im still here, I’m still trying to understand. He is having help. It’s taken its toll on me tho.
I have taken time off work with illness now I need more time to help him. I’m hoping that by Christmas he will be feeling better I still don’t know if this will work if the devil will leave him alone, I know he opened up more and says he hates this f**king drug and doesn’t want any part of it anymore, he knows how hurtful he been towards me and really wants this. I really hope that’s him talking and not the ego part of him taking me for a ride.
so sorry your going through this Lozzy however you like me have a choice, we can support if they are willing to get help and show you the outcome so you can learn to trust them again. OR you have to leave and save yourself from being dragged down the rabbit hole with them which ends in the life you don’t want.
think carefully and do what’s right for you there’s no right or wrong answer. Or how many times you want to forgive and try again. Just be prepared and keep looking after yourself do what you want to do and keep your friends and family close to you who can support you.
Good luck and I wish you all the best.
Navy xx