Thanks Navy
I am trying to get help now with my mental health, and I am gearing my self up to contact other support services to discuss options for getting out of this marriage.
It’s been too many years of the same old sh** sadly I don’t think my husband is one of the ones that really want to change.
I hope you too are looking after yourself , we spend so much time and energy putting their needs first we end up neglecting ourselves and it’s no surprise we then end up with illness etc ..hope you are ok.
Take care
Lozzy xx