So scary and lonely. I remember. First of all, get resources from your family, church, neighborhood, etc, to take care and protect your children and yourself. Report him missing, so there are people looking for him. Do you have a family member or trusted friend who can come stay with you or you and your children can stay with? If and when he does show up, it might not be safe for you and your children to be around him. Looking back on my own situation, I would have changed the locks on the doors and not let him in until he was in recovery. You can’t fix him. You can’t save him. But you can save your children and yourself. Reach out to trusted sources now. Don’t wait any longer. You must prepare yourself and figure out a way to provide for your children and yourself. Awful that you have to go through this. Prayers.
