Hi Husky Lee
So sorry that you’re having such an awful time – praying that you’re not in too much pain.
The depression is crushing and can be completely overwhelming but remember that it will eventually pass.
Try to hang on to all the reasons why you decided to stop and take the day 10 minutes at a time if need be. When I’m feeling really low I squander my time watching crap telly.. reading.. scrolling.. anything… It’s terrible being so non-productive but I try not to guilt trip about it.
Please be kind to yourself and take care ????