I completely understand. My situation with my 25 year old son is exactly the same and it is killing me. It has ruined my relationship with my partner, made me a complete nervous wreck and I live each day on edge and ill with the worry. The only respite I have had in the past 12 years is the 2 short spells my son has spent in jail. I too cannot see and end to this pain, so I really do understand what you are going through xxxxx
