Ryan what a beautiful insightful amazing young man you are. Do cry for the little boy but he isnt lost he has you remind yourself of that often. You will make a wonderful father and great husband to someone and I don’t know what your hopes and dreams are but you would also be an absolute gem of a care worker or addiction therapist. You write beautifully and have a deep understanding of what is important and real. I wish you love and luck in whatever you do and never forget you are amazing x
