Thanks you for your comment. I’m not sure i know my son at all anymore..i’m struggling to get help, I’ve spoken to a youth brug and Alcohol group, but HE has to make the referral.. (like he’s going to that any time soon!!!) as we’re quite rural most things are based in the larger cities which are 50+ miles away. But I’ll keep trying, there are some private counsellors I could try. It’s not too bad keeping him on a tight leash as he’s in school, Until June!! it will be harder then. It looks like he’s not likely to reach his podicted grades so i don’t know what will happen. We try and do things at the weekend to give him less time with his ‘friends’ but unfortunatly some of which are starting to drive, so its harder to restrict his movements… its such a emotional drain i think about him all day and lie awake at night thinking about my beautiful boy.
