Thank you ladies, I must be still in shock !! I saw doom and gloom coming my way but not this, one day we are talking rehab, he was all up for it, then BAM? I am going to see him tomorrow, I don’t want to, but then again I do, I have to see if there is any of my son left, I feel terrified.. On top of all that I spilt with my partner over all this, the day we were raided (thurs) he said he could’nt cope with it all and left that night. He wants to come back now, but I feel to angry with him at the moment, so its a big NO from me right now 🙁 I feel ashamed to death everyone in the neighbourhood knows. I am usually quite strong in that respect and believe in there but for the grace of god go I, but this is far to heavy for me 🙁 thanks for listening love fiona xxx
