it really hurt me to say I should not have given birth to him and I am sure you all know that, I love him but am tired of it all. My live which should be peaceful and stable now if full of worry and uncertainty. I cannot make him see what he is doing to his life let alone mine and would he care, no he wouldn’t. I feel like I am banging my head against a wall when I talk to him, he just doesn’t get it……..
