I have Fiona, hes out of hospital seems it wasnt as bad as he led us to believe surprise surprise, on a more positive note he is now in the hands of the mental health team and has agreed to going through the detox programme yet again, not holdin my breath but crossing everything that can be crossed, if he successfully completes that then they will assess his mental state to see just what the long term drug abuse has done to him, I have spoke on the phone at length to one of the nurses there and they have mentioned paranoia, schizophrenia, and all sorts of long worded conditions, the thing is Fiona I cant feel any pity for him this is a result of all the years of drug use, you reap what you sow comes to mind, I feel really hard thinking this, but yet again he wants everyone to feel sorry for him, ive seen and heard it all before. At least at the moment I know where he is and professionals dealing with everything, I have told them I wont be visiting and want some distance from it all, its the only way at the moment I can cope, its sad that at one time I would have been pleased that things seem to be getting better but ive been let down too many times, so watch this space you never know miracles do happen, take care love
keep strong
Sue Xxxx
