Hi, thankyou all for your comments..its nice to suddenly not feel so alone in all this…I have battled this for three years with my son…I too come from a hardworking family…I work permanent nights and juggle that round a three year old. My eldest son is an engineer and works hard..no problems there he still lives at home..But everyone else has washed their hands of my middle son his own father barely bothers so feel like everything is landed on my shoulders. He has lost so much weight it breaks my heart to see him this way he has been in prison for breaching orders and a massive long list of other stuff. I have stood by him constantly but get a constant array of abuse. He has been evicted from his flat but is still squatting there and tried telling me he is clean..He went missing couple weeks ago and found him out of it in his flat..he woke and said he was just sleeping i accused him of still taking drugs which he denied until i picked a bag up from his table and held it in front of his face….he literally grabbed me and physically through me out the door. I feel so alone in all this
