Hi Lauren sorry its been a while…….don’t ever ignore your gut instinct, because its almost always right…What he does when he minimise’s his addiction is make himself feel like he doesnt have a problem….And blaming others is what addicts do…..DONT TAKE IT….Its his problem, his addiction and you are not dramatising anything…..Your children are whats important in all of this. Is there anyone you can stay with for a few days just to get your head together????? What I will say is an addict should not be around children…thats my personal view…my son has a son, and ive told him if he is ever around his son when doing drugs, then I WILL go to social services….now as his mother thats hard to say, but his son deserves so much more…..Thankfully when ever he has been on a drug fuelled mission, he stays away….Come on Lauren, you can stay strong…your children need you to be the best parent you can be……..here if you need anything hunni xxxxxx