hi Susie love, hope you are well, tryin my hardest to keep strong, its a lot easier to give advice to others but following that advice is much harder, Ive not caved in yet and I think its beginning to sink into my sons drug addled brain that I mean every word I say, im not the soft touch that I used to be I hope so cos its breaking my heart but I know its the only way forward, I refuse to let it rule my life anymore, its up to him now he knows the rules I will support him if and when he is ready to give up the drugs, but until then he is on his own, that means no hand outs, no paying overdue bills etc, I have stressed to family and close friends not to help him, I feel so mean but this is the only way he might come to understand that his behaviour is unacceptable to us all, Im not looking for miracles just cant go on as before , its all about choices and its my choice to slam and lock the door on drugs just as its his to destroy his life, Ive rambled again, writing it down helps, take care hunny sending those hugs back to you,
love Sue Xxxxx
