Oh hunni, I Still feel weary some days, but it does get better….My son came over yesterday and it was obvious he wanted a blow out before going to prison tomorrow. Asked his step dad for money and he said no…He doesnt ask me cause he knows better.. So he went out then came back at around 4ish in the morning…yes hed had a few drinks at a friends, and told his stepdad hed been offered exstacy,..whether he took it we dont know, but he went back to his exes..not heard anything, but will have my grandson tomorrow so his ex can go to court with him…….Is he on Facebook….I made an account and found out alot just by reading his page…just a thought!!! Stay strong hunni…he is old enough to look after himself and no doubt will turn up when things get too much….sendign hugs hunni xxxxxxx