Hey, I am a new song bird to this site and I saw your story, I am sorry to hear you are going through this, but from what u have written I think in my heart of hearts you are doing the right thing..I wish my mother had your courage and strength that you have. My brother is a alcoholic and hes just started taking drugs abusive towards me and my mother so violent he needs restraining,. Im lost somewhere its a endless road. And a battle just to get through the day. As long as your son has a roof a bed and food hes in a good place its such a shame your in a dark world becauae of him. Your not horrible you have tried and there is only so much u can do before you have nothing left, takecare of you x
