hi 🙂 nope dosent sound harsh at all i totally understand where you are coming from i mean its clear that you have seen what that disgusting stuff can do to someone and your just advising me so thank you so much for your advice 🙂 its weird how much better i feel actually talking to someone who understands where im coming from ive felt like im going insane not being able to talk to anyone about it and ive felt so alone 🙁 its honestly tearing my heart apart because when i first met him he was so loving and besotted in me and that stuff has just totally changed him into someone i feel i dont know :/ he has stopped taking mkat and says hes going to stay clear of it wetha he does or not is a totally different story but i suppose i have to give him a chance to prove his self ? i mean yesterday i was so proud we saw one of his mates that was talking about the drug and my partner turned round and said ‘ im done with it me ‘ made me smile because i never thort id hear that 🙂 & he is trying i mean he woke me up this morning by stroking my nose and then wrapping his arms around me and when i opened my eyes he looked at me and kissed me which thats something he used to do before he got back on the drug, he also made a comment last night saying the worst thing about coming off the drug is that he cant seem to be interested or show any interest in anything else but he believes that will pass, so now i need to decide do i hang on a lil longer and wait it out to see if he continues to get better or do i just give up? xxxxx
