Your story really has bought me to tears, the past 48 hours have been so painful for me, not knowing where he is how he’s feeling whether he’s suicidal or not. My son cried for an hour lat night because he misses him. I just don’t know what to do, I know he is the only person that can help himself and that is so frustrating. I don’t want him to end up dead all alone somewhere at the age of 28. I never imagined things would end up like this. I’m feeling guilt, shame, anger, hate and such a pain in my heart because the man I fell in love with no longer exists.
Finding a rehab centre is impossible, doctors are useless and I don’t know where to turn. I do hope Lucy that you live your life to the full in memory of your loved one and I am sending big hugs xxx
