Hi Sue……..Ive read your post with tears in my eyes…Its so hard sometimes to hear these sad facts about how drugs take lives… Our children are good..its the drugs that change them…And its never too late…its just hard for them to see it at the moment… Im still not talking to to my son…Ive told him not to come to our house until he starts to sort his crap out…Yesterday he went and had blood tests done and a liver check…..until they get get the results he wont know if he will be able to take the anitbuse drug…..Yes its one step, but im sick of his BS….i HAVENT GIVEN UP ON HIM….but I want him to start taking responsibility for his life….and until I can see marked improvements then I cant be around him….Sue your son does care, deep down he cares, but the drugs mask all of those feelings….I paray that ALL those we know who have succumbed to drugs find the strength to FIGHT, with every last breath….THEY SO DESERVE to be HAPPY, leading a fulfilled life….Prays, love and hope to all especially you Sue, Fiona and those I have conversed with xxxxhugs hunny xxxx