[franticmum]

Thank you Susie for your wise words, it was a dark day yesterday, all I could think about was it could have been my lads funeral, he has had so many health scares this past year or so all drug related, I cant describe the pain of walking away from him, I know I have to do this and what happens next is entirely up to him, and what of the future will I ever trust him again? I fear not too much has happened over too many years to not just me but all our family,
In my heart I know I will never truly abandon him he is my son, I just hate with a passion what he has done to himself and us……
we will keep strong together Susie love
take care
love Sue Xx