I’ve been thinking about you all day. I tried to reply to you earlier but I feel so choked for your loss I could find no words of comfort to offer you. I can’t begin to imagine how unbearable your pain must be right now.
How do you get the through this? Honestly, I’ve no idea. I guess you just get up each day and hope your pain will lessen by the tiniest amount. Allow those who love you to be your strength, don’t worry about being angry, be however you need to be.
Please don’t be too hard on yourself, your pain is great enough without self blame. Take one day at a time, one hour at a time if need be. Know that others do care that you are hurting… even those you have never met. Deb xxx