[sosad]

Thank you all for your kind words. I know he was responsible for his own actions. Drugs are so terrible. The person taking them has no control after a while. They consume their lives. My son decided the only way to be free was to take his life. He didn’t overdose. He took a way that was 100 % certain he couldn’t be brought back…. He meant it. In his suicide note he said ” he couldn’t hurt us anymore”. If only he knew the hurt I’m going through. He surely didn’t realise how much I loved him. Now I will never be able to tell him again. I want him back so badly it hurts with bone in my body.