oh sweetheart, I can feel your pain in every word. I can imagine what you are going through, I would be totally the same. you would have done anything possible to help him, but maybe he felt he just couldn’t do it…….it is heartbreaking. I am sure he did know how much you loved him and he obviously loved you just as much because he didn’t want to put you through this hurt all the time. Can you not do something constructive to remember him, maybe by passing your message on you can help others and keep his memory alive. Stay strong, your son would hate to see how much hurt he has left you. xxxx
