Oh this sounds horrific! For a situation like this, you may need support of another form? I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We provide support and help you find help in your area to fit your individual situation. (There is no charge, we want to help you). You can register on the website at http://www.icarustrust.co.uk/contact/ or email us at help@icarustrust.org.
We wish you the best of luck, and hope you find the help you need.