Hi, obviously you want to believe him but why should you. Ive got to the point now that I feel im always right. Weither hes used or not to me he has I just cant prove it. I used to hunt round the house like a mad women searching for cling film, wrappers. Panicking
whilst doing it. I ended up addicted to catching him out. Everyone he is associated with apart from the
people he works & 99% of his family are addicts of
some kind mostly heroin & crack. I was happy like you said & now im not thats why i looked for somewhere
to share my life really. Im new to this forum & its
shocking to find identical situations thats why I joined.
The annoying thing is if someone I knew was in my situation I would say run for the hills you deserve to be happy but being in it yourself is whole different ball game. Take care now x