Thank you, I still can’t get my head around it so I do need to seek done kind of help I think, although today I am feeling angry at the moment, I’m worrying myself sick every minute of the days and it’s clear he isn’t thinking about me one bit, I honestly thought that he loved me so much but now I think that if he thought anything of me he would have sought help by now after I was on my hands and knees begging him to get help last week. I may be sounding like a cow now but I can’t understand it, I can’t understand drugs and why people would want to ruin their lives and the lives of everyone else around them who only want the best for them and love them with all their hearts
