It is so hard, I have been to see a family support officer today, and some things she said, I’m wondering how long this has actually been going on for, there have been lots of occasions and things within the home that I have thought has been strange and I’m wondering now whether the pieces are coming together, I’ll never know the truth as he won’t tell me. I feel as though he has been living a double life and wonder whether what we had was real. I feel sick to think he still hasn’t got help and worry constantly, although there is nothing I can do, I understand he has to seek help and take those next steps, I just hope and prey to god that he does. Thank you all for your support xx
