Had a call today ans spent over an hour on the phone…my poor son is finding it so hard…ready to give up. Addiction tests those in recovery to their limits….the fear in his voice, the admission of feeling weak and depressed and unable to cope…his honesty telling me he had had some cocaine, to stop the feelings….so we talked about the whys, and what would be HIS next step…to morrow he will go to see his counsellor, and try and get in to see his doctor..I have so much admiration for him…his battle is far from over, and as his mum, will walk beside him to show him I am on his side and believe he can do it….if anyone out there has any words of wisdom now would be a good time to tell me…he texted to say he was in bed, off to work in the morning…..I pray he stays strong enough to keep trying…my love for him and trust in him knows that our fight is ongoing..the devil of addiction better be ready for me, cause I’m one bad ass mum, who will do anything to help my son get through this….prayers to all those effected by addiction stay strong!
