HI,
I’m sorry to read how hard things are for you. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust who would like to help you break the cycle you find yourself in. The charity has a team of people called Family Friends who are trained to support family and friends of addicts. One would be assigned to you and would listen and help you to find a way forward.
Please contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrst.org
I really hope that you can find some help and support.
